Yes, I know I need to clean my room and my mirrors but I just never have the time. Been an extremely busy week and the coming days are going to be just as stressful. However, took some time to go shopping(a must) on Saturday.

Top - H&M

Jeans - Gap

I must start taking pictures with everything I was wearing, also had on blue ballerina flats from H&M, a black blazer from Mango and was carrying a cream shoulder bag by Mischa Barton.

Make- up close up. Usual foundation routine, decided I could afford to add a pop of colour as it was quite a dull, rainy day.

Foundation - Clinique's Anti-Blemish Solutions Liquid Foundation in Fresh Alabaster 01

Setting Powder - No7's Loose Powder in Translucent 

Mascara -Maybelline's Falsies

Lipstick - Revlon's Super Lustrous Lipstick in 750 - Kiss Me Coral

I hope you all had a wonderful weekend!

Hair Of The Day - Au Natural

Hair Of The Day - Caught in the rain so I plaited my fringe and it's not too shabby. Also have a new appreciation of Thornton's lollys. Going out later so shall do an OOTD. It will be a rain outfit hehe. 

Mindless Finance Rant.

I have quite a wee bit of interest in finance and investment so probably once a day I click onto The Guardians webpage and do some reading. Tonight I went on to check how the markets closed - knowing that over the last week they have been falling loads - only to see the headline 'Global Stock Markets Panic Amid Eurozone Fears'. The article then went on to tell me that nearly £50bn (billion, fucking hell?!?!) had been wiped off the FTSE 100 in one day and that only represents the hundred biggest companies in the UK. The rest of Europe closed down about 3.4% on average per country. The Dow closed down more than 500 points, so America is fucked too.

I know I'm only 16 and I shouldn't be bothered about all this stuff but I can't help but think about how we were meant to be slowly getting out of this financial crisis but it seems like we're sliding our way back into it. Greece are probably going to have get a 3rd hundreds of billion pounds bail out, Spain and Italy(Berlusconi's fault) aren't far behind them and you can pretty much tell the German government are about to tell them all to go fuck themselves.

Don't know what will bring us out of this downturn as I'm not an economist, banker or politician but something has to start going right or else I don't see how this country will continue to run properly.

Now I'm going to watch Criminal Minds, laterzzzz.

Ladies, divorcing your friends is a very bad idea.

Unless they are serial killers, perverts, etc then it is perfectly acceptable.

I’m not actually divorcing them, it’s sort of becoming a trial separation. And I’m not separating from all of them, only three. I feel terrible about it and I know it’s pretty much all my fault because I think space is needed and following this I’m planning to speak to each of them individually - in the hope it can all be sorted out. I’ve cried and wondered whether I should just dive in at the deep end and try to deal with the issues as of right now but this would do more harm than good.

I need to work with myself as a person and change some things. I have many plans for the summer, I’m hoping that I can do what I need to do and then go back and show that I have made improvements to my being.

So the decision has been made that I am going to become a little of bit of a loner for a small while. My time being spent shopping, drinking coffee from Starbucks and generally trying to look cosmopolitan.

Lets be upfront . . .

I live with my two cats. I’m pretty average. I’m currently single, men my age are assholes. I have amazing friends who at times really piss me off. Long blonde hair and blue eyes. I consider myself to be average looking. I’m of a thin/average weight though at the moment I’ve become more worried about my eating habits. I’m 5”6, I’ve always wanted to be taller.

I’m currently reading Eat Pray Love and loving it. I always feel much older than I am which worries me. I honest to goodness can’t wait to get away from the town I live in, I’ve never truly felt like I belong here, cliche I know. I kind of feel like I can’t be myself here.

A psychic told me to start this blog. . . .

Now I’m not really one for believing in spiritual stuff but I went to see a psychic last night and got a private reading. She was right about so many things and one of the cards I picked was the creative writing card and she told me I need to get back into writing.

I was standing in my kitchen at midnight tonight making myself some food and I decided I would start writing this blog … .